Sometimes I wonder if my life is worth the time, if the juice is worth the squeeze.
Sometimes I stare at the sky and question why its blue and why its called blue or who came up with the fucking word BLUE, but then I accept that I have no clue.
Sometimes I ponder my existence with unfocused persistence, sometimes I wonder if I am a figment of someone else's imagination or if everyone else is a figment of mine.
Sometimes I wonder if god is there and if my sins are really forgiven with a prayer and if he, she or it is listening, and if it finds my thoughts at all interesting?
Sometimes I contemplate suicide and the consequences ( if any) i